Birthday's getting close. Another year, another ding. And always remember the longer you live, the sooner you'll bloody well die.

I make a lot of people incredibly uncomfortable by being That Guy. People think I'm morbid when. No, I've just faced a lot of loss and I'm largely at peace with it. I mean I also enjoy being sad and morose, which has been used as evidence toward my severe depression before? I dunno.

But it's why I have the mixed feelings I do about my birthday, mixed with trauma and not really liking the big celebration for the day I happened to start existing. I appreciate the Snow Appreciation Day aspects, though.

But also it's somber for me. Most things are somber for a creepy Death pagan, especially the ones that are tengu.

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